I know I shouldn’t be doing this but I am using the infamous gay apps — Jack’d and Grindr — to find friends in our gay community. Yes — I’m desperate. Please don’t judge me… lol.
It’s actually more hard to find people who are genuinely nice with these apps. Everyone seems kinda shallow and superficial. Sobs. I just wanna find nice people whom I can share an honest friendship with…
Hopefully I’ll find someone… lol :/
Sue: Why wouldn’t I go to school?!
Sue: Axl, the most powerful weapon in the world is education!
Axl: *looks at poster*
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Omgosh I’m so obsessed with Orphan Black! And that Paul guy — omgosh he’s… he’s just so… wow. I want him LOL @.@
Last Friday I was hiding from him.. I didn’t want him to see me. I was embarrassed. I feared he would sense my feelings for him. It was actually kinda stupid.
But today… today he saw me. He sat beside me on the train. I was trapped. I couldn’t run away. We talked. He asked where I was last Friday. I lied and told him I didn’t know that he came to visit. I tried to stay cool but the truth is I really wanted to run away… but at the same time, I also wanted to hug him and tell him how much I missed him and his beautiful smile.
I really like him but at that moment, I felt so unprepared. I felt ugly. Why’d you have to see me at my worst?
I just don’t think I’m good enough for someone like him. God, please let me get over him… please…
#Beautiful - Mariah Carey Feat. Miguel
This is my current obsession, been listening to it non stop! I even danced to it in the shower just now — yes that’s how obsessed I am with this song!
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Update: OMGOSH our presentation turned out well! What a huge relief! I was so freaking nervous but fortunately, I managed to muster up just enough courage to deliver my opening speech. Phew!
PS: Thanks to my boss, I’m at home now, resting.
So last Friday, my boss told me that I will be doing an opening speech for his Work Plan presentation this coming Tuesday.WHAT?! EEK!
The last time I did a speech or a presentation was in Polytechnic and that was so long ago!
What if my panic/anxiety disorder gets the best of me? Sometimes when I’m nervous — really nervous — my voice starts to shake! It’s embarrassing. Oh gosh I’m really worried that I might make a fool of myself.
God save me!
She won me over with this song. I’ve been a fan ever since she did this beautiful performance. All the best for the finals, Kree! ♥
I have a feeling that I’m gonna be single for a very very long time.. lol Oh wells…
